Monday, February 16, 2009

I look better going than coming

Her famous last words, and she just kept on going. Discussion was futile, and reassurance pointless. While she does have a spectacular ass, that wasn't the attraction - a voracious appetite for life and feeling things was. Now she is gone, flitting from one relationship, and one dramatic catastrophe, to another. I miss the curve of her hip against mine, her hair in my hands, her willingness to just get up and go anywhere and laughter that could peel at any time, in any place. She liked dangerous situations - not skydiving kind of danger, but edgy excitement, and doing things most girls wouldn't have the self-confidence to do. She'd walk naked through a crowd for the experience. Just after I saw her last, ending with that " I look better going than coming" comment, she guiltily emailed me goodbye, she was moving, and getting married - WHAT? She is gone, and I am still wondering, WTF just happened.

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